swallowing fish

so Jeremy asked me the other day what it was like to feel the little bambino move around for the first time. I said I think it is probabaly like the same sensation as swallowing some live gold fish. Something is moving around inside me and its not me.
it is strange to feel.

stress

so i am following in Jeremy's footsteps and looking up my titles on google images
apparently this is stress
I suppose it would be scary for the cow knowing he is going
to have to go back in the water
so looking for a house in Calgary
is about as impossible as it gets
and i am hoping that
we find something that we can afford but is still nice.
that is just about too difficult to find.
work is going well but it is still
so difficult to drag myself out of bed in the morning
to a place where my bed is not.
so needless to say i am stressed
well more like anxious.
at least i am exhausted enough at the end of the day
to still fall asleep within 5 min. of going to bed.